離開得太突然，沒有跟CARDIFF來一個像樣的道別。衝忙之間沒有太大的不捨，或者說是沒有空間去感覺自己的心情。
學業完成了三份之二，最大的挑戰在尚在後頭，沒有課堂、沒有同學、沒有老師，需要很大很大的自律性，過往不能畢業的都是死在第三學期手上。不過，還是想像不到如果沒有回來，這段日子是如何過，應該是已經死於自閉了。
家中事情辦妥後不久，一家人出席了『旅港大長隆鄉』的聯誼聚餐。活動中途越想越奇怪，祖父母在世時都沒有出席過這些同鄉會的活動，為何今年我們這五個在香港出生的大長隆鄉子孫會坐在這裡？轉頭問身邊的妹妹，她回答：「因為同鄉會寄資料到我們家，我看見了就叫爸爸報名參加。」十萬分驚訝的我再問：「點解呀？」她說：「因為有咁多個鄉下，大家竟然是來自同一個鄉下，我覺得好難得呀。」這個就是我中學三年班的妹妹。
2008年的中國很忙碌，這一年過了一半沒有：雪災、聖火、藏獨已經很足夠了，再來一個強烈地震，下半年的日子也不見得容易過。可是我相信，2008年的中國就好像2003年香港，只要熬過了，意志、尊嚴和好日子就會跟隨。在明報新聞看到這一段報導：『「我們農民不怕災害」，只要有土地便有糧食，還說在災難時糧食的重要遠勝金錢，「給我能撐夠一個月的糧食，土豆（薯仔）就熟了；土豆撐到秋天，玉米就熟了，然後還可以繼續再維持下去」。』
只要活著，就有希望，請不要告訴我找不到活下去的理由，今天仍能呼吸一口新鮮空氣就是繼續活下去的最大理由。
過去三個星期其中一個意外收獲就是有幸出席DR LAM的歡送活動。我們相繼畢業、離開宿舍，今天你都要告別CAIHALL了。新的舍監或者有他的取向、作風，我們這一輩人在CAIHALL建立的或會留存、或會淡出，可是長留在我們心中的是你的教導和一份永不褪色的情誼。
體重一直上升，研究工作一直擱置，帶回來的東西收拾好之後，是時候要收拾心情、重投節制生活。
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Monday, May 26, 2008
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
thank you for being fair to china
Two disasters, contrasting reactions - By Bridget Kendall Diplomatic correspondent, BBC News
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Compare that to the response of the Communist government in China to this week's catastrophic earthquake, where the government has sent the message it is prepared to be swift, flexible and surprisingly open.
Within hours the prime minister was on a plane to the region, and Chinese state television, not known for its quick response to emergencies, was rolling with a special disaster programme.
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In contrast to Burma's inflexibility over its referendum plans, in China a swift decision was taken to scale down ceremonies surrounding the once controversial Olympic torch relay and add a daily minute of silence, out of respect for the victims.
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Compare that to the response of the Communist government in China to this week's catastrophic earthquake, where the government has sent the message it is prepared to be swift, flexible and surprisingly open.
Within hours the prime minister was on a plane to the region, and Chinese state television, not known for its quick response to emergencies, was rolling with a special disaster programme.
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In contrast to Burma's inflexibility over its referendum plans, in China a swift decision was taken to scale down ceremonies surrounding the once controversial Olympic torch relay and add a daily minute of silence, out of respect for the victims.
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Monday, May 12, 2008
在那數秒之間
人生際遇，又再殺我一個措手不及
一個在腦海中幻想了一千次的情境，在我亳無準備的情況之下發生
前後不到5秒鐘，呆滯、心跳、血液一鼓勁兒衝進腦袋，眼球和腦筋急速運作，心思意念在數秒間轉變又轉變，噢~
一直以來準備過很多的反應、對白、表情，都是多餘，原來那一刻根本不由得你思考處理再表達，只有即時直接的反應。
一個在腦海中幻想了一千次的情境，在我亳無準備的情況之下發生
前後不到5秒鐘，呆滯、心跳、血液一鼓勁兒衝進腦袋，眼球和腦筋急速運作，心思意念在數秒間轉變又轉變，噢~
一直以來準備過很多的反應、對白、表情，都是多餘，原來那一刻根本不由得你思考處理再表達，只有即時直接的反應。
Saturday, May 10, 2008
i am still alive
things have been happening so suddenly and was too busy to update this blog, can't manage
i can feel i am leaving the life that gave me time and space to update this blog frequently.
we are just too insignificant, everything out of control, unexpected
we always try to work according to the plan, but sometimes life is not just "up to u"
always be flexible, go with the flow, and i believe what life brings u will probably be something better than what u have planned for yourself, we never know but he does
be discipline, be ready to a new stage, and here it comes the 100% chankeion in front of u
cheers cheers~
barcelona, morocco, lake district, york, paris, manchester, see u next time
i can feel i am leaving the life that gave me time and space to update this blog frequently.
we are just too insignificant, everything out of control, unexpected
we always try to work according to the plan, but sometimes life is not just "up to u"
always be flexible, go with the flow, and i believe what life brings u will probably be something better than what u have planned for yourself, we never know but he does
be discipline, be ready to a new stage, and here it comes the 100% chankeion in front of u
cheers cheers~
barcelona, morocco, lake district, york, paris, manchester, see u next time
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